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Saturday, January 23, 2010
Last blogged @ 1:20 AM  i wan to grow old with uwell well well been quite long since i last post this sem is sooo short. i hardly got any time to spend through the month ups and downs but i still loves the way u smile =D projects dragonboat is all killing me. hope i dun die half way through i will be strong =D stronger than anyone...ANYONE can imagine i wan to get my health back on track
Monday, January 11, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:20 AM  mylife
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:23 PM  Wee~!! i finally see the lightafter a dreadful week today mark the start of the next week!! sorry ar.. my week starts on a Monday, not Sunday watch chipmunks "mouse movie" nice movie for tiny children though people like me still quite funny *u got my spinning right round* training is back. i am motivated~! somehow.... ready to get more chunky! i got my oakley tanned-line become indian soon. black black  bangala at work dun worry if u can't see them. nth is wrong with your eyes even if u summon the dragons and knights, they just wun come it wun work.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:42 AM  a mixture of everythings, gives nothing--------------------------------- school started suppose to feel happy and fresh yet i dun have such feeling i have common test on this thursday and everything is driving me crazy. projects which i am trying my best to put in effort but alwaes do not know how i can help the stress of getting all C yet i studied soo hard is building i dunno i shud be happy anot commitment to CCA is making me breatheless relationship is beginning to have problems i ain't suppose to make her sad whole day and cry her eye out but i dunno how and why i alwaes did i just can't bare to see her cry and ignore urges to earn money to satisfy my desire some how had made my mum angry i find myself screwed up! i feeling like pulling all my hair out! --- fruits that come easy aren't tasty
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:46 PM  alone... it hurts~ slowly, deeply, badly i have been wanting to please everyone simply too much to please ended up giving in for others and alwaes got screwed up cause of this i need a balance i do not know wat is my problem i shud have trust her but it just dun feel right maybe i was thinking a little too much am i sensitive? maybe it is just wat happened in the past that make me trust no one my mood is thrashed i really hope my mum would cook everyday for me i wan to feel love from my our parents but the way they talk to me just simply show that they never cares i might seem to have everything but actually, i have nothing i am deprived of everything!! she has everything, yet i have nothing am i even matched for her sometimes, i enjoy a little too much with her family this amplify the love my parents gave me. nothing i noe i shudn't compare it like this. but i can stop myself thinking this way i think i really need help. i need guidance i need.....u it hurts soo badly cause it is love Last blogged @ 7:30 AM  love. trusting. promises.had a great day playing at the pool with baby ------------------------ saw something epic i was waiting for my turn for the slides and there is this girl (about 12-13 years old) looks tanned and quite pretty. but just as the safety guard point at her and ask her to take off, she raised her arm. and damn!!! immediate turn off~ it is totally like those clips u watch on facebook, where this pretty girl approach a guy then show the Armpit hair to the world. holy crap~! the power of dominating is always so strong that is drive people crazy
Friday, January 1, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:49 AM  happy new year!!a love-ful year ahead =D ----------------------- had a super fun count down this year went out with baby's family and cousins dinner, bowling, kbox all the way till 6am the countdown was at the bowling arena they gave us alot of party props party-ed throughout the whole night ----------------------- baby's mummy shared some old photos of them some are really epic and funny!! i really enjoyed the time i spend with her family sometimes, a little too much >..< ---------------------- hmm.!! time to state my N.Y resolution 1. i need to learn to juggle my time better 2. learn to be more patient, especially comes to my parents 3. be a better friend, team mate and a boyfriend 4. hit 70kg as soon as possible, and get ripped! 5. the 3 major wants i wan. -ipod touch -new oakley -Nikon DSLR TADA~!!! i pictured a future where u and i belongs together, forever ~ |
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