Sunday, May 3, 2009
Last blogged @ 9:56 AM

OH MY GOSH!!! i feel so helpless right!! i am really shocked to see how hardworking my classmates are and yet i am still slacking everyday, play com, msn-ing till late night~ there are sooo many things i wan!! but i can't get it all. it is far beyond my abilities to do that. i got soooo little time. why can't time be infinite?? i seriously need to juggle play time, friends, and family well. i dun have any more chances. i have to succeed this time round! omg. this sound like i am giving myself so much stress. i have to wake up and make serious decision to prioritise the more important things which are studies and family. ARGH! and also, i have to be more open minded i can't control everything and make it the way i want it to be. sometimes, i just have to let it be. have trust in people around me. and yes! this time, i am going to grip it like there's no tmr! i will never let it go easily! never give up and i will do it!!