Friday, May 15, 2009
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have u ever wan to tell ur whole world to someone, and yet u can't? yes~ fuking up right? my mood is totally like thrash today. i felt so restrained in my tiny world. i dunno whether it is my culture, or what that made me wat i am today. i am kind of hating myself. god damn it! i felt useless and helpless. i felt so empty inside. i alwaes feared the feeling of being alone. it is as if there are no one to help u and u are all on urself. made me no self confident at all. CRAP! and i am not any fuking china boy. fuk up. i am really pissed for that! it might be funny when u say it the first few times. but stop it. it is not funny. when u keep on repeating it over and over again.