i have been wanting to please everyone

simply too much to please

ended up giving in for others

and alwaes got screwed up cause of this

i need a balance

i do not know wat is my problem

i shud have trust her

but it just dun feel right

maybe i was thinking a little too much

am i sensitive?

maybe it is just wat happened in the past

that make me trust no one

my mood is thrashed

i really hope my mum would cook everyday for me

i wan to feel love from my our parents

but the way they talk to me

just simply show that they never cares

i might seem to have everything

but actually, i have nothing

i am deprived of everything!!

she has everything, yet i have nothing

am i even matched for her

sometimes, i enjoy a little too much with her family

this amplify the love my parents gave me.

nothing

i noe i shudn't compare it like this.

but i can stop myself thinking this way

i think i really need help.

i need guidance

i need.....u